It is mid April now, and where are we? We are slowly progressing in our being moved in. I have never felt moved in before...I am not actually sure if I am supposed to. It does make me irritable to not be moved in though, just ask Emily.
If any body where curious as to how I am doing, I would tell them, I am doing very well. That is to say, I am overwhelming blessed, and yet discontent. My wife and children warm my heart to no end, and I know I am not deserving of this. Yet as always, I long so much for more of G-d. We are more spiritually alone here than ever before, at least that is how I feel. I certainly do not despair for a lack of G-d, in fact, I feel necessarily close to Him. It is just that I want to be caught up in His movement and I just don't feel that, or see that very much.
Lord, let me walk in your shame and glory. Let me burn with your humility and let me be a servant to all.
